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February 2019

Spanking myself (verbally)

February 25, 2019

Why do I have to keep acknowledging the tiredness? Ok, I got up at 5,50 am, ok, my eyes are tired, I am more hungry and more impatient and moody. Why do I have to keep remembering this? So I perpetuate it ..? So stupid.🤦🏻‍♀️ How do I change this? Its my reaction to it, […]

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Sweet pain, I need you

February 15, 2019

Time waster: talking on the phone.  Solution: turning my phone on silent when I engage in the activities I practice. So this writing thing so far is more like journaling. It does help to dump all the anxiety.  Solution: start my day with the follow up voice recordings. To remember what my perception of my […]

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Mirror mirror on the wall…

February 14, 2019

I read somewhere ‘i will get over it, I just have to be dramatic first’. That is so me. Funny but so true.  I broke up with him because … well a few reasons, that’s not why I am here now…  The decision was mine, basically I wont settle for less and I wont stay […]

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The love making pattern

February 12, 2019

Just yesterday I was writing I am resistant to change. And now I am reading you need challenge, hardships and struggle so you can be happy. Because if you don’t have these, then you are bored. If you have to much of these, then you feel like you are drowning and then the temporary relief […]

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The road to success is not that glamorous

February 11, 2019

I havent done anyhting today and yet i never really sat still. Wish I had an emoji so I can express my annoyance.  So, I am up since 6,30 and I managed to meditate, visualise, do a class of spinning, grocery shopping and get a 10 min fake tan. Take and bring the kids to […]

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Bad Days, Good Thoughts

February 10, 2019

Definitely not one of my best days…not even one of my good days.. I feel fat, full, moody, cranky, lazy, tired and the worst mother. I have no clue or patience to deal with teens. I feel lonely, old and divorced. I feel useless with no job no friends no boyfriend no partner. My gym […]

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Uncertainty of life, certainty of self

February 7, 2019

How do I remember to write every single day?? I did miss feeling this smooth keyboard and this crisp screen. Now, my experience is much more enjoyable with my long, red whore nails.  I have been even more sad than I wrote last few days. I really cried, suffered and moaned. The quality and the […]

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