#zingOn #diaries is about my own search and discovery and self- discovery. I write about my own challenges and how do I manage to get through – maybe it helps and guides you, maybe it inspires you in your own journey.
So what does zingOn mean anyway?
You know that moment when you feel good about yourself? When everything seems to align perfectly inside and outside?
Or when you connect to your better self, the most beautiful part of yourself?
That’s a zingOn moment for me.
It doesn’t last, nothing does.
But I believe with the full force of my heart and soul and mind that with each step toward your true core self you get more of these zingOn moments.
Why do I have to keep acknowledging the tiredness? Ok, I got up at 5,50 am, ok, my eyes are tired, I am more hungry and more impatient and moody. Why do I have to keep remembering this? So I perpetuate it ..? So stupid.🤦🏻♀️ How do I change this? Its my reaction to it,...
Its barely 11 am in the morning and I am having wine and cookies. And I write. And I woke up early as usual. And I meditated. Even if I didn’t feel like it. And I read. And I cried. Because I keep digging out all this crappy beliefs I have about life. Huge ones...
Time waster: talking on the phone. Solution: turning my phone on silent when I engage in the activities I practice. So this writing thing so far is more like journaling. It does help to dump all the anxiety. Solution: start my day with the follow up voice recordings. To remember what my perception of my...
I read somewhere ‘i will get over it, I just have to be dramatic first’. That is so me. Funny but so true. I broke up with him because … well a few reasons, that’s not why I am here now… The decision was mine, basically I wont settle for less and I wont stay...
This book – Happier is about changing perception of certain things so I (or you) can be happier. Like my life on micro level – daily things that I do.. which are entirely exactly I want to do, not what I have to do. I don’t have to work for a living, I get to...
Just yesterday I was writing I am resistant to change. And now I am reading you need challenge, hardships and struggle so you can be happy. Because if you don’t have these, then you are bored. If you have to much of these, then you feel like you are drowning and then the temporary relief...
I havent done anyhting today and yet i never really sat still. Wish I had an emoji so I can express my annoyance. So, I am up since 6,30 and I managed to meditate, visualise, do a class of spinning, grocery shopping and get a 10 min fake tan. Take and bring the kids to...
Definitely not one of my best days…not even one of my good days.. I feel fat, full, moody, cranky, lazy, tired and the worst mother. I have no clue or patience to deal with teens. I feel lonely, old and divorced. I feel useless with no job no friends no boyfriend no partner. My gym...
How do I remember to write every single day?? I did miss feeling this smooth keyboard and this crisp screen. Now, my experience is much more enjoyable with my long, red whore nails. I have been even more sad than I wrote last few days. I really cried, suffered and moaned. The quality and the...
