My mind is rebelling against everything I read and I decide to do. Because it has to do with business probably. Idk as Jesse would say. (idk- I don’t know)
I can only observe how my mind is operating, I can watch my thoughts of being distracted or not being able to focus to self educate myself more. I can see inside my head all those ugly thoughts about the others and what others think of me. Why the fuck I still care? I mean, I am afraid of my maid to tell her to bake a cake… because she is used to do the bear minimum anyway… ?? seriously? and I can focus on my personal MBA reading material because I am pissed off of her laziness..?
seriously? How does it ..
I have no freaking clue, how I transitioned from writing into looking at boat rentals..🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️🤦🏻♀️
When I try to multitask, I guess.
So, back to my monkey business.
My thoughts are all over the place and so diverse that I suspect myself of having multiple personalities… each of them coming with a different sort of thoughts.
(again, I just wrote an email to school for kids transportation)
What the fuck is that??? I cant focus, my mind is dancing everywhere…
And in the meantime, I asked for flight offers for Johannesburg, Panama City and Caracas.. Nah!!
Should I say anything…? No, I need to think about tonight’s dinner shopping…
And of course, I am thinking and planning which exercises to do today on my leg day workout.
I feel over whelmed again, and it paralyzes me, I feel like just taking a break and not doing anything.